How often
Have I SAT
Wondering just what did I DO?

Only to be told
MONTHS later
"YOU WERE RIGHT ALAN"

I kept telling her
"YOU really don't know
What you are doing"

She blames her drugs
The people that make her angry

She told me
That she does WANT to hurt me
Feel the PAIN


Trouble is
I don't allow that to consume me
I STILL
Believe in the 4 Ev@ Plus @ D@y

NOW

After the four years
Of FIGHTING
Dealing
Coping
Hoping

Its time I WALK AWAY

Turn my LOVE off
turn my phone off

NO MORE

I don't care what you have left
Its only possessions
Nothing that keeps me there

Truth is
YOU kept me THERE
You kept me HOPING

Then
Like a ROCK
You threw it through my WINDOW

And smashed my Dreams

No More SHARYN

ITs time to let IT go

Alan S Auliye 11th Feb 09